And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
That I'm terrified
But I'm not leaving
I know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger.
Thursday, 21 April 2011
Thursday, 14 April 2011
.tahun itu.
Tahun itu,
Tahun akan datang.
Tahun itu,
Tahun yang aku tunggu-tunggu.
Tahun itu,
Berakhirlah status aku sebagai pelajar.
Tahun itu juga,
Mungkin tahun aku menjejakkan kaki ke alam kerja.
Tahun itu,
Tanggungjawab pada diri sendiri bertambah.
Tahun itu,
Aku mula mencari duit untuk disimpan.
Tahun itu,
Mulalah aku mencari teman.
Tahun itu,
Mungkin bibit-bibit cinta mula terbit.
Tahun itu juga,
Makin bertambah anak-anak buahku.
Tahun itu,
Tahun 2012.
Tahun aku mendapat ijazah.
Tahun aku memulakan alam baru.
Tahun seterusnya?
Nanti-nanti lah aku fikirkan.
.ditulis dengan perasaan yang senget.
Tahun akan datang.
Tahun itu,
Tahun yang aku tunggu-tunggu.
Tahun itu,
Berakhirlah status aku sebagai pelajar.
Tahun itu juga,
Mungkin tahun aku menjejakkan kaki ke alam kerja.
Tahun itu,
Tanggungjawab pada diri sendiri bertambah.
Tahun itu,
Aku mula mencari duit untuk disimpan.
Tahun itu,
Mulalah aku mencari teman.
Tahun itu,
Mungkin bibit-bibit cinta mula terbit.
Tahun itu juga,
Makin bertambah anak-anak buahku.
Tahun itu,
Tahun 2012.
Tahun aku mendapat ijazah.
Tahun aku memulakan alam baru.
Tahun seterusnya?
Nanti-nanti lah aku fikirkan.
.ditulis dengan perasaan yang senget.
Thursday, 24 March 2011
.i'm 22.
Yeay. I am officially a busy person. Ha ha wth? Well had my birthday on March 22nd. Well since it was on Tuesday, I had to go for weekly design meeting which ends at 4 p.m. Not so cool ay? Right. I went home and chill. Not chill, I actually had to do works, plenty of them.
Around 6 ish, my friends called for a birthday dinner. Just 3 minutes walk from my place. It's an Italian restaurant called Piccolos. I supposed the chef was crying in the kitchen by looking at how we had the food. We, Malaysians, we want more sauce because the taste was too plain. Also, we shared our food. :)
After my birthday dinner, we all went to Octagon centre and watched some dance training for International Cultural Event. Sat there for awhile and felt lonely. Of course, this is Dira talking. I always feel lonely at times like these. Birthday! I usually cut birthday cake with my family. So right after the dance training, I went home. And sleep. Grin. Not so much on my birthday eh?
Wait, haven't done yet. I went to Meadowhall yesterday. Went shopping. Shoes and hoodies. I just wanted to spend money and buy something for myself too. And today, I am so tired that I woke up at 6.30 a.m. Now, I think I'm gonna take shower and get ready for 11 o'clock class. Smirk.
And thank you for all of the birthday wishes. Love.
.mind my writing.
Around 6 ish, my friends called for a birthday dinner. Just 3 minutes walk from my place. It's an Italian restaurant called Piccolos. I supposed the chef was crying in the kitchen by looking at how we had the food. We, Malaysians, we want more sauce because the taste was too plain. Also, we shared our food. :)
After my birthday dinner, we all went to Octagon centre and watched some dance training for International Cultural Event. Sat there for awhile and felt lonely. Of course, this is Dira talking. I always feel lonely at times like these. Birthday! I usually cut birthday cake with my family. So right after the dance training, I went home. And sleep. Grin. Not so much on my birthday eh?
Wait, haven't done yet. I went to Meadowhall yesterday. Went shopping. Shoes and hoodies. I just wanted to spend money and buy something for myself too. And today, I am so tired that I woke up at 6.30 a.m. Now, I think I'm gonna take shower and get ready for 11 o'clock class. Smirk.
And thank you for all of the birthday wishes. Love.
Tuesday, 15 March 2011
.redundant.
Ops. Submission is on Friday. Have I started anything yet? Oh yes I did. Everything is in progress and the fact that I work in the Information Commons, that is something really new to me. I like it.
But really need to go shopping, brain is fried from every aspect. Need to vent.
But really need to go shopping, brain is fried from every aspect. Need to vent.
Thursday, 10 March 2011
.jealousy.
Something just happened. And all I could think of is jealousy and the fact that people don't like to see others happy. They'd rather have their heart torn than share the happiness.
I’m having one of the best moments in life. I know there are many past moments as memorable, but this one, I would say I kinda waiting for it. Long.
Despite all the work loads, I’m able to put myself outside my comfort zone with the sweetest smile. That sounds corny. These works, I’m not bothered, not at all. I know what I want to do. I have my schedule and I know I start late, but still, in track.
Yes, I’ve drifted a bit from the root story. Anyway, yeah I don’t understand why people would come up with tremendous ideas to pull me or someone down. Should use the ideas for better things, right?
You know, I don’t care what you want to say about me, but spend some time to take a look at yourself in the mirror, and have a thought about what you said about me.
I’m having one of the best moments in life. I know there are many past moments as memorable, but this one, I would say I kinda waiting for it. Long.
Despite all the work loads, I’m able to put myself outside my comfort zone with the sweetest smile. That sounds corny. These works, I’m not bothered, not at all. I know what I want to do. I have my schedule and I know I start late, but still, in track.
Yes, I’ve drifted a bit from the root story. Anyway, yeah I don’t understand why people would come up with tremendous ideas to pull me or someone down. Should use the ideas for better things, right?
You know, I don’t care what you want to say about me, but spend some time to take a look at yourself in the mirror, and have a thought about what you said about me.
Saturday, 5 March 2011
Sunday, 27 February 2011
.home.
The place I called home. Yeah it’s my home sweet home. My home, that is not comparable. Full of love. Full of loving people too. I’ve stayed in Shah Alam since I was 10 years old. So, I went to the primary and secondary schools nearby my house. Stayed at that house for at least 11 years. Just last year we moved to a new house.
Well, here in Sheffield too. I have a home with a bunch of people who makes me laugh and cry together. They are absolutely amazing people.
You know, I have come to realize that there is another home that always welcomes me with warmth. And smile. Weird? No. It’s just that I always feel this when I step into the house. (you have 3 in total now? grin.)
It’s true that we have not been seeing for some times. But whenever, WHENEVER I go over, always the same treatment. When I was little until now, a grown up. How nice to be treated that way. Which home I’m talking about? Heh I shall keep that to myself. Just want to surprise myself for what will happen in five years time. Will it be the same as it is now? Hopefully.
Well, here in Sheffield too. I have a home with a bunch of people who makes me laugh and cry together. They are absolutely amazing people.
You know, I have come to realize that there is another home that always welcomes me with warmth. And smile. Weird? No. It’s just that I always feel this when I step into the house. (you have 3 in total now? grin.)
It’s true that we have not been seeing for some times. But whenever, WHENEVER I go over, always the same treatment. When I was little until now, a grown up. How nice to be treated that way. Which home I’m talking about? Heh I shall keep that to myself. Just want to surprise myself for what will happen in five years time. Will it be the same as it is now? Hopefully.
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