.deceiving.

Now that the water is cleared, nothing hidden.
She smiles when her eyes are crying.

.fall.

That woman was all happy with all the noises. 

Shes been happy and wise. 

And came a man who made her world shaken up. 

She tried hard to leave. 

Only to realize she has fallen deeper. 

.mistakes.

I made mistakes in the past, mistakes while living in the present, and mistakes while planning for the future. I don't regret, but I'm glad that I know what are the mistakes.

.silence.

Silence. Is a speech. A speech of love.

.young parents.

I see, happy couples.

Married. With children. But yet, the parents love too much.

That they have forgotten their children's presence. Jealousy, towards the children. Just because one of the parents love the children.

What kind of hatred is that? A mother to a daughter.

.specific.

.coret.

hilang kasih,
hilanglah sayang,
sudah lah luluh,
kau juga yang dikenang.

.time of the year.

Been busy. Been hectic. Being a student, that is. And now is the time of the year where I'll be busier than ever. Especially as a final year students. Dissertation, course works, exams, and of course, living.

Apart from being busy, I've some good news. If not for you all, for me it is. My final year project findings will be published in a Tribology journal in collaboration with the university and Health and Safety Executive. Sweet. And, was offered by supervisor to do my phD, with him. My, my, my... I'm speechless. And I am proud of myself for what I have achieved so far. Alhamdulillah. Heh.. Failed a subject, still managed to get an offer.

Allah always knows best. For what we pray for, if He doesn't grant what we wish for, He has something better for us.

Need to make a wise decision over this. And will update once I've made up my mind.